My apologies

I am so sorry to have not kept you updated. The last time I updated, my life was so drastically different and I owe you all a bit of an explanation. Roger and I have relocated from the South and are now in the Mid-West. The weather up here is so pretty, I find it hard to believe it will be so nasty this winter.

But the move was rather sudden, so I have had a hard time keeping up with this blog. For that, I apologize. I have also gone back to school and am working towards my doctorate in Romantic poetry. It is keeping me busy, and I am exhausted many a night, but I am content.

Yes, Roger still punishes me when I need it. I got a scorcher of a spanking last night for something I’m too ashamed to admit, even on here. It was something I know better than to do, something for which he’s punished me several times and something that could have had fatal repercussions, but luckily didn’t. I have nothing to say about that except Mea Culpa. I disappointed him, which is the really bad part.

I am sorry that I have neglected all of you. Some of you knew that I was taking a hiatus, but I really owed it to all of you to post something. I have no excuses and deserve a thorough blistering for being so remiss. But the truth is that I had no idea how to face you and tell you that I just don’t have the energy to keep this up anymore.

I never expected to gain a following with this blog, and started it with just the idea that it might be fun to write about all our silly romps and my overly analytical views on domestic discipline. I am pleasantly surprised by all of the readers who kept returning to hear about all my little exploits. Thank you. I feel like we have a common sisterhood (since I believe most of you are women), and it has been a pleasure to share this small part of my journey with all of you. Good luck in finding someone special to take you in hand if you are looking and good luck in keeping the one you love if you have already found him. Relationships can be tricky, I’ve learned, so I wish you patience and strength as well.

You may ask why I’m keeping the blog up if I no longer plan to update it. Well, I am not the type of person who says “never.” I may be back, but it looks like goodbye, for now. It’s very important that I progress with my education, so I am making a choice that I feel is right for me. But I'm also aware of how much I enjoyed writing this blog, so I am making sure that this decision is not irreversible. Despite that, I wouldn’t hold my breath.

Again, thank you for sharing these months with me. I enjoyed confessing all my little secrets here, and it tickled me pink that total strangers knew what Roger’s and my closest friends and family don’t know. It’s wild, isn’t it? So in a way, all of you are like dear, intimate confidantes. I wish you all the best.

Zelda